My Prison

I wish like others, I could cry
A river to flow from an eye
It is simply easier to disattach
But I can't; So I am stuck, trapped

I wish like others, I could scream
Agony burst out in a stream
To silence though: I am too attached
But I can't; So I am stuck, trapped

I wish, like others; I could feel
Or that my heart could truly unseal
To be without, always so unmatched
But I can't; So I am stuck, trapped

I wish this pain of lonliness
Not to all , but quite obvious
If only my mind could be mapped
But I can't; So I am stuck, trapped